| there will come the day when i will be able to let go.
why? its exceedingly simple, i will finally believe what
i have known is true through it all: this is not where i am
meant to be. there is more out there to enjoy to discover.
yet at this moment in time i cant seem to walk away.
everyday my heart tells me to, soul yearns for that freedom.
and yet, i dont listen.
the aching pain. the slowed breathing. the pacing life.
i would have never thought to be there. the pounding of my
heart the streaming of my blood connects with the keys below
my fingertips, with every word i feel more free. i feel less confused.
i never thought that at this young age everything would be so erratic.
its a time to bloom and of self-discovery. however everything else
around seems to cloud that new found place.
to write is to allow my mind to exhale.
every word seems to come to life,
every word takes a thought off my chest.
the pounding of my heart that only yearns to love.
sadness in my soul when i look around at this world.
the loss of life. the loss of joy. reflected in the eyes of many.
YET the peace that i have with my favorite ones around.
to go out into the world unafraid not held down
and to feel that it will all find its place. when you feel
your heart overflow with all that is great. and your face
seems to sneak in that smile from within for no apparent reason
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| and just like that im back.
not for much, just back.
lots of up and downs. and downs.
but it seems to be picking up again...
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| its been a while since ive been on here.
summer camp is now over.
arjona concert was awesome!!
i had badass seats.
some of the pics i took:
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| nice weekend.
went down to houston with the to be dr. peter carlson.
saw my family.
friends.
met paul wall. 'the peoples champ'
today i went down to the caverns and panned for gold.
found some pyrite 'fools gold' among other gems.
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